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I need someone to love me and to care about me. I need someone whose heart starts racing when they see me. I need someone to not take me for granted. And someone that I can feel this way about too. I’m tired of loving people who don’t love me back. I don’t wanna be hurt anymore. I have so much to give. But no one willing to take it and give it to me in return.
cause love is fake.
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all the adorable shit on here is making me want to punch something. There is no perfect someone. everyone needs to give the fuck up.
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i have been treated like i wasnt important by the one person who means the most to me for over 5 years now. I finally told him enough is enough and even though he treated me so poorly i feel like my lungs are closing in. i need to keep it this way once and for all, i know its whats best for me. i just dont know how to do it and not completely lose myself..
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– (via pale-afternoon)1. There will be several days that you daydream about stepping in front of a city bus. Don’t. It will not be beautiful. It will not be brave. It will be selfish. It will be broken. Your mother will cry.
2. Don’t write for him. Write for you. Write for others like you. Write so the girl that thinks about stepping in front of public transportation doesn’t. Don’t be selfish.
3. When you will yourself to sleep and it doesn’t come- get up. It doesn’t matter that it’s 3 am. There will be other 3 am’s. Take a shower. Take two. Wash him out of your hair. Write a poem. Read the same book you’ve read 202 times again. The 203rd time might tell you something different. Don’t stay in bed- you will think about the bus again.
4. Don’t kiss him because he’s broken. Don’t kiss him because his laughter never reaches his eyes. Don’t try and fix him. Fix yourself first. Be selfish. He can’t save you.
5. Date yourself. Take yourself out to eat. Don’t share your popcorn at the movies with anyone. Stroll around an art museum alone. Fall in love with canvases. Fall in love with yourself.
6. Dress up and wear red lipstick and get drunk with your friends. They’re the ones that will pick you up. Don’t kiss him. Or him. Don’t fall asleep on strange couches with strange boys. When his hand slides up your dress walk away. Hit him. Don’t kiss him. He can’t save you.
7. Get another tattoo. Get five more. Get another hole in your ear. Don’t listen to your dad. You will still be able to get a job. Did you really want to be employed by someone like your father? Haven’t you had enough of judgmental old white men anyway? Get fuck you tattooed in tiny letters on your hip.
8. When you feel the yearning for a new city- start over. Take 200 bucks and a three suitcases. Work anywhere that will have you. Meet strange people and forget your name. Call yourself Ruby. No one will know the difference. Remember to call your mother. Don’t be selfish. Come home when you find yourself in the strangers and the small one bedroom apartment.
9. Don’t whisper evil things into your own ear. Other people are going to shout them at you. Be your own hero. Keep a sword on your key ring.
10. Don’t step in front of a city bus. It will not be beautiful. Live. Stay up all night with a boy that promises you everything and means it. Live. See shitty local bands with a friend. Wear a different band’s t-shirt. No one will care. Live. Have a baby girl with tiny fingers and tiny toes someday. Pour love into her until it’s overflowing. Live. Wake up. Staying in bed all day is not poetic.
Live. Live.
Live.
Do you hear that? It’s me. It’s your life. Wake up.
(via mariiekathleen)
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uhg this makes me so sad :( i see it all the time working at a nursing home, all these elderly couples and their old pictures everywhere.
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do you ever just wanna kinda pack up and leave out of the blue without saying anything to anyone like just leave and start a new life thousands of miles away because i think i would love to do that
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(via younglife)
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Take a day to heal from the lies you’ve told yourself and the ones that have been told to you.
– Maya Angelou (via the-healing-nest)(via this--too--shall--pass)
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I am so caught in between, I want to be with him so bad but I don’t know why he is such a terrible boyfriend. Maybe I’m holding on to the past when he was amazing who knows but after I ended it I was hoping for some text just telling me he cares or something but I got nothing. Guess I need to just learn to let go..
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